Suddenly Retired

Suddenly I am retired,
back in my home town
after toiling for a living
in other towns
in other countries.

At sixty five my chances ran out.
No other employer would take me on
with referees far away or long gone.
The community expects I will now
live on my pension.

I move into my new home
Social Welfare give me
forms to fill in to say
I live alone at this address.
They say I will have
a living alone allowance
added to my pension.
They are paying me not to work.

I had always expected
to work part time while
living on the pension.
Now the younger unemployed
are hired first.

What will I do ?
It seems only yesterday
I sat in the library
covering books gluing labels
fifty years ago.

It’s happened so fast.
What to do now ?
with thirty years still to go ?

Previously posted March 2016.

Suddenly Retired